I have not written for a while. I think I just needed a break. My birthday was on sunday. It was a wonderful day. Gary was in a good mood all day too!! It was amazing! We went bowling with my sister Carol-Jean, a friend Matt, My sister Anne-Marie, her husband Steve, and their kids. Then went to dinner with CJ, Matt, and the kiddo's. Then went and saw a movie. It was a wonderful day. I always knew from the time I was little that I wanted to be a wife and mother, just like mine. I got married at 18. And really I could not be happier. I have 2 of the best kids on the planet!! Garrett is becoming more and more like me every day. Which is funny, Because when he gets drama queenish, I say... He gets it from his dad! HA!! But I never thought I would have 3 kids by the time I was 22. It is weird, how we have things planned out for ourselves, but God usually has something different.
This has been a rocky year. I have grown up a lot. And have changed a lot. I believe for the better too. I am starting to become my own person. I have gained and lost friends. I have changed neighborhoods. And I am starting to really get back into the church. For a while, I went, but could not always get why I was there. After Sparky died...I will say I got angry.
And I resented a lot of things. I could not understand why God needed him. But I am getting better. And I know, now, why I need to continue in church. Church is a place, where you have people that can hold you accountable. And I need that.
And I resented a lot of things. I could not understand why God needed him. But I am getting better. And I know, now, why I need to continue in church. Church is a place, where you have people that can hold you accountable. And I need that. Now a little bit farther back than my birthday. Easter was a ton of fun!! I loved it. It always has been one of my favorite holidays. It is funny how things from your childhood, creep into your children's. I hope you all had a blessed easter. God bless you all!!
XOXO
Sarah
CJ, Cameron & I on Easter--->
