Good and Bad

So much has been going on. I don't know how people are not going NUTS!! I know I have been. This week has been a crazy week. First off, I found out on Tuesday...that my Grandma died. She was old. She was sick. But a lot has been bothering me. Like why my family did not go and visit more. Why she was never lucky enough to see me be a mother. The last time I saw my grandparents, it was nearly 4 years ago. Right after Gary and I got married. But yet, it seems like so much longer. So tomorrow, we are making the five hour trip to the funeral. Fun thing, We have to make the trip and back in one day. Because Gary's family is also in town. Just our luck!! But death is never convenient.

I do have a little more news. I am just over 20 weeks pregnant. My due date is the 24Th of October. My third little one. I went in on Tuesday to find out what the sex is. I know ironic that I would find out about my Grandma, and what sex the baby is in the same day. And, it seems like God blessed me with a.....................baby GIRL!! I am so excited. I cannot wait. This will be my last pregnancy. Because, I promised Gary, if this was a girl I was done!! So, I am done. Tubes will be tied, and hopefully to end my endometriosis, a hysterectomy will be soon to follow!! Now if only Gary and I could agree on a name!!!

As Garrett would say it shows her who-ha!

XOXO Sarah