Friend making has always been hard for me. I am not sure why, it just always was. I am a pretty genuine person, and I tell it how it is. I don't usually sugar coat it. I am loyal to the end...which, has been a downfall of mine. I cannot always tell when people are using me, and taking advantage of me. I am just learning it is okay to let go. Which is not easy. Not for me.
I don't know what to do. I have a friend who accused me of something pretty horrific. Nothing I would ever do, because I consider her one of my best friends...And I don't do things like she accused me of. I just feel like she should know me better than that. I don't get it. I have been nothing but loyal. I am not sure what to do. She believes me now, but the fact that I was even accused of it really hurts. Really bad.
Also, the rest of my life just feels like it is going to shambles around me. The only thing holding me together anymore, is Garrett and Gideon. And I can only thank God everyday that I have them to keep my spirits up. Because...I don't know what to do without them. All I can ask is that people pray for me. Pray that everything is okay.
XOXO
Sarah
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
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