Wednesday, January 7, 2009

2009, brings new challenges.

So, 2008 has come and gone. And already 2009 is already presenting some new challenges. Things with friends, my marriage, and my children. Gideon, I think has his first cold. This past year has been tough. Gary and I have been back together for a year and a half now. My precious baby Gideon was born on September 29Th. He was a whopping 8 pound 3 ounces and 20 inches long. And the doctor said he was going to be small...HA!!
My sisters, Shayna and Dianna, also had babies this year. The first was Erika Rose. Born in April. Then Connor Matthew, born in November...Just a few weeks after my little Gideon.

We are trying to buy a house. We have found one that we both really like. Gary loves the location...That is the thing I am not very happy about. It is clear out in Molalla. Which puts me a lot closer to Shayna, but a lot farther from my parents, and my friends too. Which totally sucks. I hate it. We are putting a written offer in on it tomorrow. I am ready to be out of the apartments, I have been for a long time. But it is still a scary move. For both of us!!

But the thing that is presenting the biggest challenge is...






My husband, if you don't know him, has made it clear that he wants 2 kids. No more than that...I had Gideon in September. The very end. And now...the scare. I believe that I could be pregnant. I am late, moody, and nauseous all the time. I am happy that this is a possibility...and it will defiantly be the easiest time I have ever gotten pregnant. But my youngest is 3 months. That is a little soon for me. So it is good and bad all at the same time. I am happy and scared too. I finally told Gary about it yesterday... and he FLIPPED OUT!!!! Which is so dumb...I didn't climb on top of myself and get pregnant (if I am)!! But he has been like this with every pregnancy. It has not been easy at all. He acts like it was an accident each and every time. Then he gets all this sympathy from his family...especially his mother. Who all act like I tricked him into it.

I am excited to see what this year brings!! Hopefully it will be easier than the last two!! Well I am going to sign off now.

XOXO
Sarah

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