I have been having a hard couple of days. I have been having issues with some friends, as you know from my previous post. Life is really hard right now. Gary and I are trying not to murder one another. But letting go of a friendship that has been such a huge part of me changing and becoming a stronger person, is really hard to let go. I am trying...but everyday it is breaking my heart more.
I have also learned some news on one of my other best friends. She is getting a divorce. Her husband is just giving up. After she took him back, after him cheating on her. But now it is her husbands choice. I wish that I could be there for her. I wish that I could hold her and let her cry. But with her so far away, and everything. I can't. I am hoping she can come home on leave soon.
Also, my medicine...is making me hallucinate. I am pretty sure. It is rather frightening, because it usually happens while I am driving.
Garrett and Gideon, are the 2 things that are holding me together. And that is wonderful. I love the fact that I can be with them everyday. Yeah, it gets tough, it gets annoying...but I would not change it for anything in the world.
Oh well, I guess it is just the Bitch of living!!
XOXO
Sarah
Sarah! I know its hard but you WILL be okay! Why would you want to be friends with someone who accuses you every other week of doing something so horrible? Your family is always going to be your best friends! Honestly you don't need anyone else besides your family! That is what I have had to come to terms with! Its your family who is always going to be there for you! As for the medicine thing you really should talk to a dr about it.
ReplyDeleteAs for the other thing, How is she doing and what the heck happened? That is horrible! He is NO GOOD! She is such a great person inside and out if he doesn't see that then she is way better off without him! ~ Shayna